liking people makes me feel really dumb because there’s that little tiny itty bitty piece that thinks “oh hey…theres a small chance that this could possibly maybe kind of work out” but then there’s that huge screaming overbearing part that’s just like “are you fucking stupid stop trying you’re gonna get hurt how could you believe this can happen to you” and no matter how hard you try that itty bitty piece always seems to outweigh the big piece and that’s what gets me in trouble